Has anyone seen Dirty John on Bravo? It’s about a whirlwind romance between a successful woman and a man she meets on an internet dating site. She falls head over heals. Her family find out he’s a conman and try to prove this to her mom but their mom can’t see. This show is based on a true story of a sociopath’s web of lies and manipulations. If you watch the real housewives of Orange County, Vickie Gunvalson got involved…
I did something I never do, I put physical therapy with occupational therapy. This is the fatigue kind of exhausted where everything in my body is just done. I did it because I had to cancel on Friday for good reasons. I’m going away. First I’m going to parents weekend and seeing my daughter in Albany. Then I’m going to spirit junkie master class 2. I did the first class over a year ago in NYC https://multipleexperiences.org/2017/05/30/mandatory-sisters-to-voluntary-best-friends/. I wrote this…
I realized something recently, I can do a lot of things from my couch. I can buy groceries and furniture. I can make money and do things from my blog. I can even make pen pal friends from all over the world. Finding love, that might require more effort than me just sitting on the couch. I have to date again. The thought overwhelmed me. To go back out their explain my walker, my disability, my MS, I remembered why…
It’s hard to believe where I was 2 and 1/2 years ago. I just stopped working becoming permanently disabled. My boyfriend broke off whatever it was that we were having for the last 4+ years. It was an extremely volatile, narcissistic, unhealthy, and just a horrible relationship. I couldn’t leave him but I was an empty shell of the person I once was. Most of my friends had stopped talking to me because of him and I was alone. I…
Oh, it’s just me, myself and I Solo ride until I die ‘Cause I got me for life Oh I don’t need a hand to hold Even when the night is cold I got that fire in my soul I woke up singing this song this morning. It’s easy to feel that way with a chronic illness. Especially if you’re single. It’s not that I don’t have a great family, I do. It’s not that I don’t have great friends,…
My life coach challenged me to write blogs showing self love. It’s been something I’ve been struggling with lately. Who am I kidding, it’s something I’ve struggled with my whole life. I can self love from the neck up, I’m pretty horrible from the neck down. I judge myself very harshly based on my weight and I always have. I thought my weight gain might of leveled off and now I’m not so sure. It’s been disheartening to say the…
This is the first day I am actually Writing my blog from my balcony. My new furniture came in yesterday. It’s very pretty. I open my sliding glass door got some air coming in. The sun is beating down on my face causing me to sweat a little. Truthfully I need to sweat a little, sweat out some of the alcohol from last night. I don’t know what it is about my firestick friend, when he comes over we seem…
I’ve been blogging for a little shy of two years. I’ve come across many other blogs in that time. However I have one that is truly my favorite, Conversations with Stella. Conversations with Stella is about an English bulldog having conversations with her lady human and sometimes the rest of the pack. It’s always well written, very funny, and it has English bulldogs in it. What I find such a benefit to blogging is that when your interact with so…
My ex-boyfriend has always read my blog. I confronted him about it maybe five months ago, I question why he read my blog. I wondered was it his narcissistic mind that made him read it my blog or was it that he actually gave a shit. His reply was what do you think? I always knew it was him because he go on in a specific way after he got blocked from Google+, Twitter, LinkedIn etc. I have a post…
Call me a romantic, or I just have way too much time on my hands. I’ve been watching a show called married at first sight. Most of the world probably has not seen it. It’s a show about people who have never met that get married and have six weeks to be with each other and see if they can make a marriage work or get a divorce. It’s a crazy concept but there’s something so fairytale about it. I…
