JI had a nice unexpected guess yesterday in the form of my sister she came over cause she had some time to kill which was really nice to see her. However she told me she couldn’t read my blog lately because it’s been depressing her. I do have to admit it’s been a tough couple of weeks so this one’s for her will be more upbeat because I’m really doing a lot better than I was.
There really is something about MS symptoms that are quite funny. Sometimes I fall out of the clear blue just standing there. I’m sure from an outsiders point of view that all of a sudden someone standing and lose his balance and falls when they haven’t moved is hysterical, hell it’s comical to me. Providing I don’t hurt myself. I was a clumsy kid. I knocked into everything, tripped over everything, or broke everything. Now give me MS and I just have an excuse of WHY I knock over things, trip over things or break things. I mean the truth is I’d be doing it regardless.
We take so many drugs that are drugs have drugs for the side effects. Steroids were for the rituxan. Prozac was for the betaseron. Lol drugs for the drugs and none of them are good even now we can get marijuana but they can dispense it without the high…boring.
I got this shirt a year ago that said “I’m not drunk I have MS”. I wish I had it for the times I actually was out drinking lol. Again could have been a good excuse but it still always helped. I’d go out drink seltzer with cranberry juice all night…do my typical walking stumble and someone would catch me I’d never have to explain it was MS people just thought I was drunk ???. What better costume I fit right in with my wits about me plus I never woke up with the oh no what did I do…win win.
I love the MRI. I’ve had my best epiphanies in them. The sound is repetitive I go into a trance like state and I come out transformed. I’m a crazy one I know that but I’ve done a lot of them and I do I go all meditative. One MRI was when I decided to be a bookeeper that started my job search that ended me in the nursing home that was 13 years of my life. Another I grew a backbone and stopped being a doormat for a guy that eventually opened the door for another guy. One I got rid of a friend who was too negative around me that I knew since I was 16. So real significant stuff all from the drum of an MRI.
Well the bills could suck but this one I just found funny so I had to post it. I hope everyone has a happy Friday and a good chuckle at least once today.